203 Projections: Computer, delete Paris. :D Didn't quite buy into the central premise of this episode, sad2say, it was just kinda goofy (Doctor is human and Voyager is holographic? OR IS HE?!)
I started watching Bluey in Polish and it is really actually charming. The children are right.
Games:
I started a wilderness farm in Stardew Valley! I really like it! But I also think I'm done now (she says, for the third week in a row)
Podcasts & Music:
Basically only listening to the Used or Starset, depending on which wip I'm pretending to work on.
Books: I went and did a reread of Murderbot like many other people seem to be doing right now! :D Very excited about the show. OF COURSE it's going up when Kelly (who also loves Murderbot) is going away so now I have a very serious ethical conundrum on my hands!!!! Got the sequel to six of crows from the library so I have 3 weeks to get r dun
Writing and other wips:
Writing: 681. It felt like more T_T
Language learning: 6h37m (this did not feel like more, struggle week for sure)
bonus chickadee sourcing some homegrown nesting materials
February: “Are these cookbooks written or reviewed by a dietitian or medical professional? Could a gastric bypass or cancer patient receive cooking instructions to make a meal contraindicated for their medical condition? If I were choosing for a library, I’d vet each one. With Hoopla, they are all there. Some might be excellent. Some might be dangerous.”
I don't feel like fucking around with all the photos in my food post so I'm posting these misc thoughts instead! A week or two ago Liam heard a little scritchy scratch when he was in his bathroom and opened the window to THIS GUY:
(the guy is a vole)
Look at this lil chonk! Tiny ears! Do not want him in my house! All the screens in our window wells (and our neighbours') are torn to shit from rodents. They really need lil ladders to get out of there - we found a toad in there before. I put a board from the windowsill to the top of the well and came back in ten minutes and he was gone. Cute af though. Idk what to do about the screen problems, though. I don't really want to open the downstairs windows with holey screens.
In bird news,
A lady downy woodpecker I saw yesterday! We get a lot of woodpeckers here, with a little dead tree lot behind us. Merlin (the app) said there was a red-bellied as well, but I never saw it. I haven't managed a picture of one of them yet! This morning I woke up to a flicker, but it flew off before I got out the binoculars. I neeeeeeed a flicker picture 🥺🙏
There’s a brief reference in Sybil Exposed to a diagnostic method that Sybil’s therapist reportedly used. As the author describes it:
After starting at the University of Kentucky in 1967/68, Dr. Connie Wilbur “showed residents how to test for [MPD]. She recommended that a patient be hypnotized, then encouraged to look into a mirror until someone different appeared. The patient was then asked if the person in the mirror had a name and an age. If the answer was yes, the diagnosis was multiple personality. Connie did not seem to realize what recent studies have shown: many people, even normal ones, will see different faces in a mirror within minutes of gazing.” (147-148)
It really sounds like both Jane Phillips and Christine Beauchamp could’ve been experiencing a version of this. They don’t describe a whole cinematic experience of seeing the figure in the mirror move and speak — they just describe looking at their face for a while, seeing it become someone else’s face, and connecting it to a separate presence. (Christine knew she was part of a system, so she was able to ID a specific headmate she already had some contact with. Jane was diagnosed years later, for other reasons, and only connected this in retrospect.)
So! Sybil’s doctor thinks that everyone who sees this illusion is multiple. And Sybil’s exposing author points out it’s an illusion everyone sees, inviting you to conclude that nobody is multiple.
But, look — compare this for a second to the mirror box illusion (video), the one used in mirror therapy for phantom limb pain. That works on everyone too! You can trick your brain into processing, say, “the mirror image of your right hand” as “actually your left hand” — and it still works whether or not you physically have a left hand.
Makes sense that everyone can optical-illusion their brain into processing “your face” as “somebody else’s face,” and it works whether you have other people in your head or not.
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Finally, real quick, a Moon Knight thing:
From the strange-face article above: “The author, Italian psychologist Giovanni Caputo, describes his set up which seems to reliably trigger the illusion: you need a room lit only by a dim lamp (he suggests a 25W bulb) that is placed behind the sitter, while the participant stares into a large mirror placed about 40 cm in front.”
The first time Steven perceives Marc acting differently from him in a reflective surface, the shot looks like this:
Hmm. Hmmmm.
(A second later Steven turns on a better light, and the mysterious not-him motion disappears. For now.)
Chapters: One-Shot Fandom: Trigun Rating: M Relationships: William Conrad & Vash the Stampede Characters: William Conrad, Vash the Stampede, Rem Saverem (mentioned) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon: Trigun Maximum (Manga), Grief/Mourning, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Night Terrors, Suicidal Thoughts, sharing a folding bed with a matricidal plantling, Conrad's life as a piece in the theater of the absurd
Summary:
Something awful and acidic like bile rises up in his throat and Conrad swallows it back as he looks down at the small, slight form next to him. This being beyond true human understanding. This ahriman, a spirit of wrath come to claim its due.
This murderer, his dear friend's blood all over his hands.
Additional Notes: Conrad and a young Vash on the World's Worst Road-trip. Read here @ AO3.
Randomly stumbled over the omnibus collection of this at the library…immediately took it home and blazed through the whole thing.
It’s a short-lived newspaper comic from the 60s about characters who know they’re running a comic. The fourth wall is in tatters, the meta jokes are decades ahead of their time, the crossover gags are exquisite. And beautifully drawn! Apparently people at the time were sure the parodies and cameos were an elaborate copy-and-paste job, or at least traced — but no, the artist was just that diligent about recreating the styles of the characters getting cameo’d.
It was the brainchild of Mort Walker (creator of the army comedy Beetle Bailey and its suburban spinoff Hi and Lois) and Jerry Dumas (who by then was his assistant/co-producer, and who did the art for Sam’s Strip). Honestly, I would put Hi and Lois on a list of the most blandly-generic newspaper strips, so I’m kinda surprised Walker had something this weird and innovative in him.
…Although it sounds like he’s not the one I should be judging, because the bland stuff was what sold. Sam’s Strip was beloved by the readers who got the jokes, but never caught on with a wider audience, and got canceled within less than two years.
(Then the character designs got repurposed for a much-more-generic comedy strip about small-town cops, and that was a hit.)
I did break up with the Reappearance of Rachel Price. I wanted to read this book since I saw it on a kobo sale and me and the library kept sending it back and forth forever, but the premise sounded fun: 18 yo girl grown up under the mystery of her mother's disappearance (when she was 2) and all that comes with that (crime podcasts, her dad being charged with murder, town gossip, emotional problems), in the middle of filming a documentary with her family when her mother suddenly reappears. I got to her mother reappearing and a bit after but I just had to accept that I don't read mysteries because I really just don't like mysteries! I want to shake all the characters and be like JUST BE STRAIGHT WITH ME >:( I have no patience for figuring shit out or red herrings or any of that. Unless it's a mystery in a sci-fi book or a fantasy book and I have worldbuilding to contemplate while I ignore that mystery, bleh
Writing and other wips: ~1680 words written on two wips, mostly actually writing, too. Language learning: 7h18
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